Monday, September 29, 2008

A VERY DISAPPOINTED IN ME AND TO EVERYONE :(

HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN TO ME HUH ?! 
WAT HAV I DONE ?! 
HOW DO I FACE EVERYONE ?! 
WAT SHOULD I DO ?! 
IF I NV FOLLOW HIM DEN I WOULDN'T INVOLVE IN THAT STUPID SHIT ?!
WAT HE SAY IS TRUE... IF IS THAT SITUATION... DEN Y MUS I FOLLOW HIM ....?!
AND Y MUS I JOIN HIM ?!
WHY WHY WHY ?! 
EXAM AND ALSO HERE ! DEN NOW I HAV TINK HERE TINK THAT ?! 
WHY ?! U TINK I DUN WAN TO SAY DURING THAT DAY ? 
I HAV DIFFICULTIES DOIN THAT... 
SOME MORE U WONT WAN TO NOE THAT HOW THEY TREAT ME IF I SAY IT.. ! 
I AM NT FEELIN VERI GOOD NOW...
I FEEL LIKE CRYIN AND TINKIN BACK WHY SHLD I DO THIS....
I NEED TO BE WITH U ALL FOR 4 YEARS.... 
U TINK I CAN TAKE IT ?! U WAN ME TO SUFFER TOO ?!
Y EVERY THING I MUS BE WITH U ... ?! 
WAT ABT MY REPUTATION , MY HISTORY , MY PPLE WHO HAV BEEN TGT WITH ME ?
HOW ?! HOW ?! HOW ?! 
HUH ?! IS GOIN TO END YEAR LE.. AND I AM WITH THIS THIS VERY STUPID SHIT ?!
U ALL WONT LIKE TO SEE IT IF ITS HAPPEN ....
IS NT ABT THE PAIN I GOIN TO TAKE.. IS THE DISAPPOINTMENT AND THE PPLE AROUND ME .... ! WAT HAD I BEEN THINKIN WAS WRONG ?!
MY INTENTION WAS NT TO DESTROY IT... MY INTENTION WAS TO REPAIR IT.....
HUH ?! NO WITNESS NO EVERYTHING ... DEN WHO CAN HELP ME ?! 
PLS!... LET IT BE THE LAST ONE... I AM VERI SICK WITH THIS...
U HAD ME EVERYTIME ... AND WANTED TO SEE ME PRAY INFRONT OF U  OR WAT ?!
YES I AM WRONG... IF I NV TOUCH AND PRESS OR WHACK THAT ... 
I WONT BE IN THIS SITUATION ... Y ?! 

WHO CAN HELP ME ?! 
WHO CAN UNDERSTAND ME ?!
:'(

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